Self delusion is my optimism

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

He ran into the darkness,hoping it could hide everything.Shirt soaked,not with sweat,just pure tears.As he ran he screamed in his heart,through the wounds he bled so hard.What did he do,he asked,to warrant something that pierced so deep in thy heart.

He loved with all of himself,in return she broke his trust.This wound so deep,the pain that won't recede.
Tonight he understood the meaning,of how hard it is to cry and to smile at the same time.
Tonight,he cried like a little boy,and bled like a man.
Tonight,he remembered what its like,to try to stop the tears inside,and how it felt to lose something deep in his heart.

It didn't matter that they said he never treat her well,he knew deep inside what he gave and would give.It mattered when she had no time for him but instead had for some other person.

Today,his world fell apart,this pain so excruciating,that he wished he was dead.

Dear god if you could hear,he doesn't deserve this,no one does,and no one knows it better than you.You are the only other who knows how much she means to him,and how he'd give his life in exchange for hers.Would you grant him his angel,one who would wipe his tears away,and be there for him when he cried.Would you return his smile,and take away his tears?

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